The Bachelor’sLitia Garr opened up about her split from season 29 star Grant Ellis for the first time since their shocking breakup.

Litia, 31, previously alleged that Grant, also 31, had given her reassurance that she was his final pick ahead of the finale, and she doubled down on her claims during her appearance on the “Relationsh*t with Kamie Crawford” podcast on Friday, April 11.

“He was saying things like, ‘I can’t wait for the cameras to go away and we can just be together. I just want to hang out and talk and chat and not feel like we have to talk about heavy stuff all the time,’” Litia said. “We had light moments, but the things that were shown definitely were the most important things that were being discussed.”

She continued, “When leaving my suite, I was like, ‘OK, I’ll see you tomorrow. I can’t believe it, like, we’re getting engaged,’ because of all the things he had just said to me during the whole conversation. He was like, ‘I know. I can’t wait. I love you. I love you. I love you,’ when he was being, like, rushed out the door.”

Litia speculated that their conversations could have been a result of Grant’s “people pleasing” nature, but she was confident that if he didn’t stop her when she started to talk then she would be his final choice.